We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Whatever This Was, Here It Is

by JAMES GORCZYCA

supported by
poll
poll thumbnail
/
1.
Break Free 02:35
lyrics
buy track
all i wanna do is break free deals with the devil gotta pay fees feel the pressure build and im fading trees and the wind aint changing cant remember how to act carefree needa catch a fairy for some energy got a feeling i can do everything but i wasnt born with the synergy all i wanna do is break free but im too calculated with the safety what am i gonna do, cant be hasty else im gonna do all the same things all i wanna do is break free but i dont know anything that aint crazy hit the brakes, late night, racing drift off, crash, blazing all i know what to do is put in the work feel my stomach achin' when im tryna chill out, fuck is this worth i forgot how to enjoy my time on this earth and i just want out of my mental prison man, this feeling for sure aint the first wake up run a marathon and dont heal the wounds i think that i'd die if i wasn't under this roof and even when im gone ill prolly haunt this house for good i hope my future doesn't come up knock me out too soon i dont wanna be selfish but if you could, please pray for me i dont want to be a fuckin elvis just want a stable income, friends and family i dont know how to be healthy every cornerstone keeps on testing me all i wanna do is break free all i wanna do is break free how do i escape this prison i have made i misplaced the key, and theres no helping me, and the want has run away and i am left astray with nothing to motivate deal with this like, everyday
2.
February 02:38
lyrics
buy track
Every February goin by the same Seems like I dont even get the chance to celebrate Before im even able to take aim Time go turbo like its speedin through the interstate Lovechild with noone to give to Valentine baby, broken hearted Lovechild with noone to give to Valentine baby, broken hearted Cant tell when I be wasting time, specially when I'm feeling good But happiness don't last, Lose it quicker than others should Fill me up a glass, Bout to take a trip back in my shoes Start wishin that I hadn't done some shit That ended me up a fool Deprication turns me into ghoul This drink just got me thinking bout the times I was hating school Thinking about the time I wasted playin with my food And thinking bout the times I stayed at home in febraury making Music Can't tell if all this time that flew by was well spent Or if it's carrier was parrot that scratched my head A life without regrets ain't a life worth living, Pop's said. Guess I'm living lavish, I jest Why is this season against me I only want to enjoy my time Got me actin brash inna frenzy On the edge with tears in my eyes
3.
You Just Need Something To Do 02:08
lyrics
buy track
you just need somethin to do, keep yourself occupied i cant do this shit for you, gotta make ya own grind done with doin shit for who, cant even focus on my mind need some time to chill too, dont be treadin on my time you just need somethin to do, uh, uh you just need somethin to do, uh, uh i cant help you make the rules dont act a fool like you're confused you just need somethin to do, try n follow signs i cant be there for you, i got my own kinda grind differ in principles too, we not the same kind you got oppurtunies, just dont walk into it blind you just need somethin to do, uh, uh you just need somethin to do, uh, uh i cant help you make the rules dont act a fool like you're confused you just need somethin to do you just need somethin to do ive done all i can, for you now its your turn to wake up and rule (x2) you just need somethin to do and i feel that too, so i work as a muse (so i work as a muse) gotta follow all of your rules else you gonna lose your cool, and forget how to choose (and forget how to choose) come on and put down the juul try and push on what you do, just look for an avenue you just need somethin to do sincerely mean it too, or you end up fool you just need somethin to do you just need somethin to do you just need somethin to do you just need somethin to do
4.
Scab Eater 02:32
lyrics
buy track
Get it over with I'll rip this shit and let it hit Sharpening my senses through winded operations I pick Intuition hittin within any social encounterings Regulating pain through a process in my mental factory I'm just under my own influence with noone to blame Issa spawn of unholy evil violet flames in the brain Feel ashamed to be this way, don't know if i can change This is just the universe routing me in my lane Rip that shit off, go scream and shout Bust down the dam, let it flow out No I ain't soft, but fuck a title bout Spreading some shams, what you talkin bout? I might do a crime on my mind, yeah Rarely got the time to feel alive, yeah So maybe thissa high for me to ride, yeah This is my alone time, it help me hide, yeah You think you're in control until the impulses take over Hurting everything in your vicinity while sober Can't find a cure for something deep within your heart Got no other options think its time to depart I cannot see my shadow But I'm looking at my skin Integumentary with scars, on a body lookin thin Husk is gettin hollow Tryna find a hint Bitin' off the wounds, just to feel alive again Yeah I'm callin it quits, I'll rip it off quick You cannot stop it, don't even bother bitch Please don't interfere, this is my own fear I need to reclear, and start again here I could keep on tryin, but it isn't buyin We play by it's rules, Feel like a mere tool Ain't get the chance to even let me grow And that is the show, wrap up and lets go I'm a scab eater. I can't spend the time to heal so I rip it off and peel I'm a scab eater. I ain't got no time to wait patiently and see how you feel (x2)
5.
Stuck Inna Loop 02:12
lyrics
buy track
im stuck in a loop copy me the route i fucked up aw, shoot restart ima dupe look at myself, like, who? how low could i even stoop went too far, im doomed i give up from the coup it just eats away up till infinity rotting everyday dont need sympathy i just throw it away it aint shit to me its just a damn shame nothin else to me some cant ever feel that's their own deal i just need to heal i just want to feel here it comes again the cycle startin did you expect an end? yeah well think again i was naive too then i lost my cool just got used to it got used to being it you cannot escape this is eternal it aint for yours to take all day inferno im stuck in a loop we stuck in a loop cant get out the loop (x2) how does it feel? to be free from noise? is your life normal? do you wake up happy do you try new things? without anxieties? are always like this? showing off your happiness? are you always this loving? with no regrets? do you always want something? don't think twice on it? i think you're super lucky i think i look up to you i think you're super cool wish i could be that too im stuck in a loop we stuck in a loop cant get out the loop (x2)
6.
Do What I Know Best 02:24
lyrics
buy track
i just do what i know best i cant waste time on some bullshit i just do what i know best i cant waste time on some fuckshit (x4) i just do what i know, i cant stray too far away else im jumpin off the globe, thats gon stress out my day leave space for another day, all im gonna say got some other stuff thats on my mind, work on my own pace my energy on low today, i think i need a break but got just one creative taste, now im hypnotized, great no i cannot fuckin stay, i got problems okay? but maybe im too safe, thats my weakness and its lame i just do what i know best i cant waste time on some bullshit i just do what i know best i cant waste time on some fuckshit (x4) self-conscious on myself though, so know i try my best tryna make a better me, for my family and my friends wouldn't want to put yall thru some shit, guess im kinda late but im so used to people leaving, its okay, part ways im not tryna be picasso, want to help people survive im a little selfless in that sense but i guess thats my vibe hardest part is helping myself, and i dont know why since im the person for advice, but i cant do it myself right i just do what i know best i cant waste time on some bullshit i just do what i know best i cant waste time on some fuckshit (x4)
7.
Momento Mori 02:58
lyrics
buy track
i cant keep living like this i cant keep living like shit im so sick of letting problems grow inside the petry dish baby mosquito swarm inside my head wake up with a reminder that its all gonna end but i don't know when wake up with a reminder that its all gonna end but i dont know when momento mori theres a time for us all momento mori the universal fall momento mori theres a time for us all momento mori the universal fall ive burned everything to a crisp theres no fuckin way out of this ive burned everything to a crisp theres no fuckin way out of this ive done it all, ive done it all, ive done it all at least thats how i feel when nothings on the skull ive done it all, ive done it all, ive done it all, everything around me starting to get dull momento mori theres a time for us all momento mori the universal fall momento mori theres a time for us all momento mori the universal fall i cant keep living like this i cant keep living like shit i cant keep living like this i cant keep living like shit ive burned everything to a crisp theres no fuckin way out of this ive burned everything to a crisp theres no fuckin way out of this
8.
This Door Opens Elsewhere 03:49
lyrics
buy track
and everytime i think about you i want to be just like you i think im goin' through a cycle and everytime im still stifled wish i knew how to hang out too but i find new ways to kill the mood and i didn't even mean to today im never gonna leave my room i mean i'd like to but i'll feel like ima die soon it looks so nice too but i know i wont enjoy it ive been sayin the same shit cause i don't experience anything mundane reality surrendering since this is the best fit my door opens elsewhere ill just stay patient and act like i dont care even though this means the world to me i hope someday i find the courage to find the door that opens elsewhere

about

Was tired of over-contemplating about what projects I should make, so I just took the time this spring break to make a vent project. This isn't anything special, just felt like I needed to give you all a little something for being so patient. I have a lot more fleshed-out ideas for projects in mind and I do plan on making them, but at this particular moment in time, I need to recalibrate and figure out the next step in my life. But anyways, I hope anyone who listens enjoys the project for what it is. I love all one thousand of yall, and I promise there will be more stuff in the future.

- James <3

All Tracks Produced By Lovechild2000 (Me :3)
My Website : jamesgorczyca.carrd.co
Twitter : twitter.com/jamesgorczyca
Some Sick Wicked Merchandise : teespring.com/stores/make-family-not-friends
Make Family Not Friends : www.youtube.com/channel/UCFHSyNijT4pcy3UxNl8PpHw

PS: I also want to just say thank you to all of my music friends. I know I say this way too much, but you guys know who you are, and you keep me fucking going. It's insane. Love you guys to death <3.

credits

released March 14, 2019

All Tracks Produced, Mixed by Lovechild2000
All Tracks Written By James Gorczyca

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

JAMES GORCZYCA image

JAMES GORCZYCA Texas

ARTIST & MUSICIAN
DALLAS TEXAS

contact / help

Contact JAMES GORCZYCA

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like JAMES GORCZYCA, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Featuring Riley Pinkerton (aka The Rat Queen) from the theatrical NYC rockers, Castle Rat.
listen now